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怎麼沒有好男人

2009-11-20T03:22:00.000-08:00

一個小男孩的故事
十歲以前，就不說了，無非是淘氣和不懂事。

十三、四歲的時候，開始對女孩有好感，
但是那時候他離女孩遠遠的，
並且以討厭女孩自居，生怕被同伴嘲笑。

十五歲的時候，聽到大人們說某某男人好花，把女朋友甩了，
女孩自殺了他覺得這人真狠毒，
自己將來一定要做個痴情的男人，一定要一生只愛一個人。

十六歲的時候，他喜歡上了一個女孩，但是他不敢和她說。
仍然和往常一樣，臟兮兮的在灰土飛揚的操場上踢球。
只在女孩走出校門的時候，躲在二層的窗戶上看她的背影，
他覺得她一定是個天使。

十七歲的時候，有個女孩喜歡上了他，但是他離她很遠，
他心裡面只有自己愛的那個女孩，他覺得看別的女孩都是對她的不忠。

十八歲的時候，看了一個MTV，感動得想哭，他想，如果自己的女孩失去了雙眼，
他一定會像男主角會毫不猶豫的把自己的眼睛給她，讓她能看到光明。

十九歲的時候，高考了。終于和自己暗戀的女孩分別，坐火車去學校的時候，
感覺自己離她越來越遠，心像被掏空了一樣。還在想自己一定不會忘記她，
等到自己成功以後一定要去找她。

二十歲的時候，聽到有人講黃色笑話，覺得這人真可恥。

二十一歲的時候，她的回信中告訴他，自己有了男朋友
偷偷的哭了一個晚上。

二十二歲的時候，他向一個女孩表白，女孩說「你是個好人，可是我還小。」
他想，我的確是個好人，他說「沒關係，我可以等你。」
心想「我不會像那些花心的人一樣，三年五年我也能等。

二十三歲的時候，說自己還小的女孩和一個帥哥戀愛了。
他很納悶，長大原來可以這樣快。

二十四歲的時候，他又向一個女孩表白，女孩說「你是個好人，可是我並不適合你。」
他納悶很久，我是好人你怎麼還不適合我呢 ?

二十五歲的時候，他又追求一個女孩，女孩接受了他。
他開始很幸福的為未來拼搏，他想「一時的開心只是暫時的，只有努力拼搏，
他和她才能有快樂的未來。」但是，半年以後，女孩和他分手了。
只是因為另外一個男孩會說讓她開心的話。
女孩說「你是個好人，是我對不起你。」
他似乎明白問題所在，他是個好人。

二十六歲的時候，他開始墮落，交網友。
打扮得時尚而酷，而且漸漸的學習著討好女孩的話。不久，他有了個女朋友，
雖然他對她也很好，可是，他心裡知道，自己並不愛她。

二十七歲的時候，他和女孩分手了.他對女孩說「你是個好女孩，是我對不起你」

二十八歲的時候，他嘗試了一夜情，發現別人能做的，自己也一樣。

二十九歲的時候，他學會了講黃色笑話，並且以看旁邊的女孩子臉紅為樂趣。

三十歲的時候，他忽然發現自己變得很有能力追求到女孩，但是卻沒有了愛的能力。

於是他在自己QQ上寫下了如下的話

其實每個男孩，本來都是想做一個感情專一的好男人的。
其實每個男孩，本來看女孩子都是看臉而不是胸部的。
其實每個男孩，本來都是不會講黃色笑話的。
其實每個男孩，本來都是渴望愛一個人直到永遠的。

只是，沒有任何女孩愛這樣的男孩，她們覺得這樣的男孩太幼稚，太古板，沒有情趣。

於是男孩開始改變，變成女孩喜歡的那種。
嘴角掛著壞壞的笑。
玩世不恭或者幽默。

開始學會說甜言蜜語而不是心裡想說的話。
開始學會假裝關心。
學會給女孩送小飾物討好她。
學會如何追求，如何把握愛情。
或者看破紅塵，游戲情場，成為女人很恨的那種男人。

他們可以很容易俘獲女孩子的心。
但是他們也會在黑的夜里叼著煙~~流淚。~~

心裡有愛的時候，沒有女孩有了女孩，卻永遠沒有了愛的感覺 -

在聽到女人抱怨世上沒有一個好男人的時候，
他們不會再去努力做個好男人，只是微笑著擦肩而過。

bitter

2009-10-25T09:13:00.000-07:00

congrats liverpool. you found your very own referee.
call me bitter.
yes i am very bitter now.
can't complain much on the utd performance. we are not as good as liverpool. i admit it.
but the referee-ing standard is stunningly low.
how can lucas fouled so many times but not getting booked?
how can carragher not being send off when he fouled owen as the last defender?
and torres is doing a very good job to deceive the referee by diving around. clap clap
mascherano? yes he was sent off. but should be earlier. he conducted a series of bookable offenses before he is getting the red card when vidic only fouled twice. very great!
rafa benitez just save his job. but not sure when is the next crisis for him. we will look on.

Dimmu Borgir

2009-06-08T15:30:00.000-07:00

this is an awesome black metal band from norway. you christians might not like it coz their songs are very extreme towards satan. but fuck it, i like the music i don't care about the lyrics, and i am ok with it if they worship satan. this is good music!

Chthonic闪灵

2009-06-01T12:29:00.000-07:00

this is the best black metal band in asia.
i have heard of them few years ago but never really try to find some of their songs to listen to it. but i happened to see them on youtube with a random click then i was amazed! these guys was in the Ozzfest in 2007. the first ever asian band to join in the Ozzyest. they make taiwan proud and they make us chinese proud to perform in such a prestigious event.

闪灵ROCKS!!!

We are the champion.....AGAIN!!!

2009-05-17T02:12:00.000-07:00

Manchester United has done it again. winning the title 3 times in a row is not an easy job. it shows that we are truly the best team in England. not liverpool not chelsea , of course not arsenal.
another remarkable fact is that United had won more english league title than any other team does except liverpool which is 18. but when was the last time liverpool lift the trophy? well, long long time ago that you will start you story with "once upon a time...."
liverpool did pose a great threat for United to retain the title this season. to be honest i was impressed by their good form this season. they usually can't survive through the hectic december fixtures. the main problem for their team is the squad depth. they can't afford to lose gerrard and torres. these guy were the key factor for liverpool to climb up to this position for this season. comparing torres to any United striker, i would say he has better scoring touch than any of the United strikers. but he doesn't not have the aggression of tevez, the controlling ability to bring others into play of berbatov, the power of rooney and the skills and precission of ronaldo. steven gerrard, he has got great mentality and technique to claim that he is one of the best midfielder in the world. i have no argue that none of the United midfielder has the standard like him and perform consistantly throughout the whole season. but 1 player is not enough. although we don't have a player like gerrard, but carrick can control the midfield like gerrard does; anderson can execute a killer pass like gerrard does; fletcher can connect the defensive and attacking line like gerard does; scholes definitely has more experience than gerrard does, changing sides like gerard does; giggs can dribble better than gerrard, especially down the left, his teritory; park is more energetic than gerrard.
what? other liverpool midfielder? you got to be kidding me. none of them match a single United midfielder.
defensive wise, carragher? arbeloa? skrtel? hyypia? aurelio? who?
there is no other defensive line better than United's do.
with ferdinand and vidic paired up perfectly in the centre and evra and o'shea down both flanks. this is the best defensive line ever. who can say that ferdinand and vidic are not at their best when they help United to achieve a 23 matches clean sheet.
john o'shea has made a incredible performance for United this season. he has called up to filled in the right back position which left by gary neville's injury and rise up to the standard to help United to secure the title. he played equally good in left back and centre back position. obviously, liverpool doesn't have a player this versatile.
other than o'shea, we have got rafael, brown and neville in the right back position. unfortunately brown and neville missed out the most of the matches in this season.
evra might not be a very solid defender, but he has got no problem running down the left flank to provide the attacking force. especially playing the one-two with ronaldo.
liverpool doesn't have the quality young player too. macheda, welbeck, rafael, fabio, gibson, evans, eckersley and possebon are the young stars at old trafford. not even the young gunners at arsenal can compete with them.
maybe you will say spending big money give us success. yeah we do. splashing in the money can get the players we need in the squad. so why not? but even big money can't help us sign aaron ramsey which was lost out to arsene wenger. torres to liverpool. mikel and robben to chelsea. others choose United. why? because they think they can achive what they want here, and they do. do you think ronaldo will be the world best player in arsenal? do you think rooney will grow into a world class striker like now in everton? and i can say that torres will be the best striker in the world if he is in the United squad now.
liverpool did spent big in the transfer window. robbie keane? 20+ million? for half a season? what a joke.
overally, United is the best team in England this season and we will see if they are the best team in Europe in a couple of week.

don't be too dishearten liverpool fans. there's always next season. but i don't know how many seasons are you willing to wait.

Newcastle United 3-1 Middlesborough

2009-05-11T15:15:00.000-07:00

fascinating performance by Newcastle!
Obafemi Martins the super sub, not forgetting Lovenkrands. They both scored the vital goals Newcastle needed.
Newcastle are definitely staying up!

Arsenal 1-3 Manchester United

2009-05-05T13:50:00.000-07:00

The title says it all, we are marching to Rome. magnificent display by United. we should have gotten a clean sheet but the bad penalty decision gave Arsenal a consolation goal. that was a fair and perfect tackle from fletcher. i hope the UEFA would revoke the red card. they should.
i truly don;t expect the 3-1 scoreline because i expect MORE! and we deserve more goals. at least 5 i would say. and Arsenal should not get that goal. anyway, good performance and i am very satisfied with the result. let see which team will meet United in the final. well i hope its barcelona.

(i am going to bed, will edit this post with details maybe tomorrow.)

have a good laugh on this one

2009-04-30T11:31:00.001-07:00

Heineken

2009-04-30T11:12:00.000-07:00

The walk-in fridge

thinks thats cool?
here comes the 2nd episode

Man Utd 5-2 Tottenham

2009-04-25T11:49:00.000-07:00

i just can't keep myself calm after watching this amazing match. my word. what a superb comeback from Man Utd. very very similar to what we did in 01-02 season against the same team. we were 3-0 down at the halftime but scoring 5 goals in the second half secured the win with dramatic fashion. tonight, we did it again! it was very entertaining and satisfying especially there were some liverpool fans watching the match as well. i am very very happy to see those scousers reaction when berba scored the 5th. LOL

Man Utd has got decent chances to open the scoring in the first half but those chances goes bagging. it was darren bent who scored the first goal of the match. poor defending from ferdinand and vidic and bent capitalised it. that shouldn't be the second for spurs as rafael let modric free of defender and score from close distance.

good change by ferguson as he brought up tevez replacing nani at the beginning of the second half. tevez was the better player compare to nani as he can hold up the ball and put pressure on the opponent defense. then the referee awarded a penalty to Man Utd. it wasn't a perfect decision as the goalkepper did make a slight contact with the ball. anyway, ronaldo kept his cool and slotted home the penalty with confidence. i personally thinks that ronaldo has improved on his penalty taking skill as he choosen the centre instead of bottom left, his favourite to make that goal happened. just after 10 minutes, wayne rooney scored the equaliser. he took up the good pass from tevez and squeezed it through gomes who has failed to stop the shot. 1 minute later, wayne rooney assisted ronaldo by a superb cross in the box and the ball connected with the diving header of the world's best player. 3-2 up! Rooney scored again in the 71th minute. the ball just crossed the goalline as woodgate can't manage to keep it out. a comfortable 4-2 lead. then, berbatov added the fifth which was set up by rooney. again, it's the spurs defensive mistake. the goalkeeper can't get a firm catch on the ball and left berba to scramble it towards to net.

Magical comeback from Man Utd. comparing this performance with liverpool vs arsenal 8 goals thriller, i truly believe that this season title is gonna be at old trafford again.

抽烟这回事

2009-03-24T07:47:00.000-07:00

抽烟，有者称之为吸烟、食烟、烧烟。相信每个人身边必定有几位朋友或亲戚嗜抽烟，甚至你自己也是吞云吐雾的一群。这么说好像有贬低抽烟人士的味道，但我绝没有这个意思，我不歧视抽烟的人；不像一些自命清高、自以为是的人总是说道：“吸烟危害健康，吸烟的人害人害己，吸烟的人不得好死。” 这些指控我都承认，但并不认同。常常有人会问：“吸烟危害健康，对你身体不好，为什么你还要吸呢?”。
吸烟危害健康，只要是略有常识的成年人都懂得，每一个吸烟的人都知道每吸一口烟，都是在造成身体上的伤害。
但是每个人都有开始吸烟的原因，有些人是藉着吸烟驱逐寂寞之感，有些人吸烟只是纯粹的自我放逐，有些人吸烟只是一种习惯，有些人吸烟是为了解思念之情。
试想一个寂寞的人，在寂寞的时候只是想燃一支烟，籍着吞吐烟圈来消除寂寞，难道你还要剥夺他吸烟的自由吗？
可想而知，自我放逐的人；不管是为了什么原因，其痛苦是非一般的方法所能解脱的。如果你连他稍减痛苦的方法都夺走，无疑是在加深他的痛苦而已。
曾听说过一些创作人：作家、音乐家、电影人，他们在寻找灵感时，手上都会夹着一支香烟。据说是一种习惯性的动作，需要有一支烟在手，思绪才会顺畅。倪匡先生除了自喻是全世界写方块写得最多的人，他也曾说过，他未曾见过抽烟比他抽得凶的人。他在访谈中自嘲地说：“你看过有人一面刷牙一面抽烟的吗？”。倪匡先生写作的最高峰时期，同时有十二家报社连载他的作品。这些作品都是他关在小房间里，伴随着缭绕的烟雾写出来的。
身为朋友的，对抽烟的朋友劝说少抽烟固然是出自关心，但过分干扰朋友抽烟的自由就会影响友情。我赞成适当的劝解，毕竟抽烟的确危害健康；最讨厌一看朋友抽出一条烟就露出厌恶的那张嘴脸。这种人欠缺社会经验，不懂得人际沟通之道。不论你说出以上种种的抽烟理由，他都不会谅解且接受。跟这种脑袋灌了水泥的人讲再多也是枉然。

ctrl-w if you dont want to see this

2008-10-30T08:59:00.000-07:00

you know why some christian really pissed me off? (i mean SOME christian and not meaning ALL. only partial should i say.) is that they worship their god so much like they can't live on another day without god. now i didn't mean to offend you people out there, i've got friends that are christian, moderate one and extreme one. let me state a point. RELIGIONS ARE GOOD. christian, catholic, islam, buddist, hindu etc etc. they all teaches us to be a better person and contribute to the community well. but well, some christians just being so extreme. i once heard my friend said that his father told him that if he is gonna be a christian, don't ever thank the god for giving you the meals before he eat because his FATHER gave him the food. which i quite agree to that point. think of it, your parents work hard everyday to earn money and give you the best to raise you up as a completely developed adult, and now you are thanking your god for all this? i mean the one you have to thank so much is your parents. well, for as far as i know, some people call their god FATHER. seriously, who is the one working bloody hard out there as the financial support of your family? another thing is that christians like to convert other ppl to join them. i once go to the christian fellowship in sunway college and it was the scariest experience in my life. i can understand you sing to praise your god, but with tears? with your arm so up high like you are touching your god? i was shocked to see that. i felt like i was in some cults meeting. then they was sharing their 'experience with god' with each others. some say if it wasn't because of god, they can't achieve what they have achieved for now. they had to depend on god to do achieve their goal in their life. ok, again i agree that it is good for people to have faith on something like religions and you repose yourself in it. this is what religion made perfect for the human beings. but having doing too much is just sort of getting carried away. after i attended that christian fellowship thingy or should i say i just kind of ran away from it because i was too weak for all these god thingy, i can swear that i would never become a christian nor i will allow my kids to be one. well, i still believe that christianity is good. at least it is good for a non-extremist. anything too extreme is bad already. like some terrorist in the middle east distort islam. which lead to the world thinks that islam is evil when that is only some extremist that carry the name of islam to do terrible things. and i used to think buddist is the best religion of all because it only teaches us to do good things to prevent bad karma on you and the doctrine are all no-nonsense. but when i listen to the monks to ask me to say namoamitabha a hundred times per day for 49 days to help my grandfather have peace in another world, i somehow feel that this is a bit unreasonable. for i believe in karma, i feel that my grandfather will have peace in there if he had been behaved good and done good things when he was in this world.
anyway, let me emphasize again, i did not mean to offend any religion here. but just to discuss on the phenomenom that i have seen. correct me if there is any mistakes i made.

frustrating...

2008-09-18T12:36:00.000-07:00

...when you know you feel sleepy but you just can't sleep for no reason.
i hope i got a sandman work for me every-fucking-sleepless-night.
didn't have good sleep also last night.
damn!
i just want to sleep NORMALLY. can?

another frustrating thing is when you see your download rate only goes up to 20kB/s when it usually goes up to 200kB/s.

Why do I feel emo easily recently?

2008-09-09T06:30:00.000-07:00

i think failing a unit last sem is the main reason to demoralize me.
when i thought uni student should be enjoying their life without considering much on their study before they graduate and go to work like a dog everyday, i was proved wrong when i failed a unit last sem.
that guilty feeling is growing bigger when time passed instead of disappearing. guilty of making my parents pay another 4k while the tuition fee is already a hefty 33k annually. guilty of not doing my best in the finals when they actually thought that i worked hard on it. no, i did not gave in my best effort when doing the final exam. i doubt i can put on 100% effort on this sem's either.
while i always dream of studying abroad since i was a kid, the plan just didn't go well as the wealth of my family couldn't support me to go study abroad and there is this chance that i can go study in Australia for a relatively lower cost which i believe my parents are more capable of sending me there, but i think i will kinda screw it up as it requires some results which i did not achieved it. although it is just a 0.75 difference but really that was a shame as this is suppose to be easy for other people.
suddenly i see darkness ahead of my life. there are more uncertainties to come. i am not confident enough to overcome all those. i feel weak. no doubt that i changes a lot this year. i wouldn't have thought of all those stresses come to me when i was in first year. now i am only in second year , i still have 2 years to go.
damn! while people tends to say working is far more stressful than studying, i can't even think of what will i become after i graduate and eventually is at work.
gosh i need motivations and the most important of all, concentration.

i am not dead

2008-09-08T08:47:00.000-07:00

just no mood to write

Mourn......

2008-08-25T08:32:00.000-07:00

25th Aug 2008
7.45pm
a family member have left us...

R.I.P.

Granpa

读读看

2008-08-25T02:11:00.000-07:00

《施氏食狮史》

石室诗士施氏，嗜狮，誓食十狮。施氏时时适市视狮。
十时，适十狮适市。是时，适施氏适市。
氏视是十狮，恃矢势，使是十狮逝世。
氏拾是十狮尸，适石室。石室湿，氏使侍拭石室。
石室拭，氏始试食是十狮。食时，始识是十狮，实十石狮尸。
试释是事。

《施氏吃狮子的故事》
石室里住着一位诗人姓施，爱吃狮子，决心要吃十只狮子。
他常常去市场看狮子。
十点钟，刚好有十只狮子到了市场。
那时候，刚好施氏也到了市场。
他看见那十只狮子，便放箭，把那十只狮子杀死了。
他拾起那十只狮子的尸体，带到石室。
石室湿了水，施氏叫侍从把石室擦干。
石室擦干了，他才试试吃那十只狮子。
吃的时候，才发现那十只狮子，原来是十只石头的狮子尸体。
试试解释这件事吧。

injured ankle

2008-08-20T11:44:00.000-07:00

i sprained my ankle during futsal last friday.
it was bloody pain when i fell down. i thought i broken my ankle already.
so just after 15 minutes of playing futsal i was forced to sub out and settle my injury.
went to see the tabib cina which i went when i dislocated my arm.
waited for around 45 minutes there. consider fast d. the last time i went there i think i waited for 1 and a half hour.
waited 45 minutes for a 2 minutes treatment. cost me freaking 39 bucks. damn!
bandaged. i can't really walk the day after. jumping around using my left foot.
i remove the bandage on tuesday.
then i was shocked.
look at this

bruises!
what the fuck?!
i thought i sprained my ankle only how come got so much bruises 1?
then i recall the tabib actually kind of try to bend my foot over when he was dealing with my ankle.
i come to conclusion that these bruises are actually effects of him putting on too much force on my foot.
anyway, my ankle isn't fully recover yet.
damn! how many weeks i can't get to play futsal?

关于上一个blog entry

2008-08-14T06:22:00.000-07:00

没事了谢谢关心
前几天心情很不好只是单纯的发发牢骚罢了

颓

2008-08-10T11:23:00.000-07:00

不知怎么搞的，最近对什么都提不起劲
学业、朋友、女孩、玩乐
一下子对所有东西失去了兴趣
生活的重心也变得虚无缥缈
我是怎么了？
或许是在逃避
逃避课业的压力逃避朋友的目光逃避所有的一切
或许是在害怕
害怕面对现实害怕失败害怕一切的不如意
看到身边的朋友积极地面对学业
虽然自己告诉自己那只不过是怕输的表现
我才不怕输不需要那么折磨自己轻轻松松就好
但
心底深处始终藏着一份自卑感
自己根本比不上别人
无论再给自己找多少借口我还是很弱各方面都是

从小就是一个自卑的人
然而自卑的性格培养出了好胜的性格
偏偏我又是个极懒惰的人
争强好胜可以压制住自卑感但是懒惰的人怎么可能会胜利呢？
不知是不是这些复杂的性格使然我在各个方面都是个输家
学业、运动、人际、恋爱
如果说我有什么地方比别人厉害应该就是找借口了吧

突然觉得前途暗淡
我会顺利毕业吗？

忆当年

2008-08-01T12:00:00.000-07:00

刚刚在报纸上看到钟灵龙舟队获得了世界龙舟锦标赛青年组200米季军，让我想起当年在龙舟队的日子。想当年，我们也是在同样的比赛中获得了季军。我们的junior总算是没有丢我们的脸，虽然没能拿到冠军，但是季军已经是很不错了。唉，不过想当年我们拿到了季军也只不过是在学校周会时上台领奖，现在他们还登上报纸，差太远了吧。
也想起了中学的生活，真是太多姿多彩了。比起一些以前读独中的朋友，他们的中学生活真是太沉闷了。或许比起来，他们太注重学业了，人人都在竞争，这种生活让他们无时无刻都处于一种紧绷的状态。我们就不同了，每天去上课都是没有压力的。在学校放炮、刮花老师的车子、跟老师对骂、打架、脱同学裤子、上课时间去图书馆睡觉、在班上踢足球、逃课......这些事情都是那些乖乖牌独中生所不能想象和不敢做的事。虽然我的成绩不能和那些所谓的好学生比，甚至乎他们不削和我比；但是如果要我再从新选择一次的话，我还是会选择过以前的中学生活，选择考sejarah十三分，也不会去过那个中学时只会读书的书呆子生活。据我的朋友告诉我，他们的学校里最顽皮的学生就是经常不交功课而已。哈哈哈哈，不知是应该为他们的生活感到可笑，可悲，还是可敬好？可笑的是，在我们学校不交功课只是一种很平常的事。一般三十几个人，如果那份功课不是有分的话，根本没有几个人会去动它。可悲的是，如果每个人去学校只是乖乖的上课，乖乖的听课，乖乖的下课，乖乖的回家，那和工厂里的机器有什么分别？生活一点起伏都没有，太乏味了！！！可敬的是，无可否认，他们的成绩确实是很厉害。不过怎样都好，我从不后悔我在中学时期做过的每一件事，因为这些事情都代表我真的疯狂过，真的年轻过！正因为疯狂过，才让我成长，才让我从疯狂中找到自我，活出精彩的人生！
年少轻狂，真好！

Insomnia

2008-07-28T14:07:00.000-07:00

its 5.08am already. i should be sleeping. damn. what the hell am i doing here?

sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep

マキシマム　ザ　ホルモン（Maximum The Hormone）

2008-07-27T09:33:00.000-07:00

君達わ　最高だ！！！

これが　すき

これも　すき

これも

why need those gay musics like justin timberlake's when we have these on the music market???

人螂大战

2008-07-27T09:01:00.000-07:00

刚刚在我房间上演了一场世纪大战，
我和顽强的蟑螂大战了三百回合;
一开始就被蟑螂大胆的挑衅，
竟然在我的脚趾上爬过！！！
然后就开始了追逐战，
我一度处于下风，
但
邪不能胜正
当然是人类获得了最终的胜利！！！

这次的大战让我领悟到三件事
-杀蚊剂是不足以杀死蟑螂的。
-光是用报纸打也不是容易的事。
-要先用杀蚊剂把蟑螂喷的晕晕顿顿，然后再用报纸给它致命的一击。

妈的，打到连汁都喷出来。还要把地上抹干净。
死扑街！！！

total randomness

2008-07-24T10:29:00.000-07:00

do you feel that spanking your own hand by using the 15cm plastic ruler is very fun?
especially when you feel the pain, of course not too pain la
hard to explain
try it yourself instead
lol

and flossing teeth also is one of my hobby
very fun
try it

L Change The World

2008-07-24T09:51:00.000-07:00

四个字说完---

荒谬绝伦

Just an update

2008-07-19T21:11:00.000-07:00

Bandaged

See the stitches?

Just took off the stitches.

Recovering

Painful experience. especially when the doctor gave me a shot of pain-killer but i still feel the needle poke through my skin and start sewing it. The most painful moment was when the doctor cut off the stitches. He uses a forcep to pull the stitches up which is connected to my wound and obviously when people start pulling your wound you will be very pain right? Then he try to cut off the stitches but after i think erm, 3 attempts he failed and he goes :"wah, these stitches very tight har. you endure the pain for a while har." Then he starts pulling it like pulling a rope in tug of war. Finally he managed to cut off those stitches, leaving me suffering the pain.

But what the hell, as what i anticipated, i enjoyed my new house a lot. Although my room is a bit cacat, no air-cond and super hot and the scenery out my window is argh....frustrating. lol

Constructions!!! Damn obscene la! Imagine you doing your thing in your room with the window open but there are a few people out there staring you while hammering a nail. great!

My bedroom

My toilet(Share with my sis room la)

The living room(upstairs)
All those cupboard are full of books! Believe me
The living room(downstairs)

I like i like this antique fan. That's why i put it in my room. Hehe.
Dining area.
For you guys don't know what is this, this is actually tea leaves. My parents have hundreds of these tea leaves. Some of them are really expensive.

Alright, that's all for this entry. Sorry if you feel boring. i've got nothing to write but just need to update my blog. haha

results out

2008-07-10T22:22:00.000-07:00

damn i failed 1 unit
mechanics of material
but i expected it to be failed already
haihzz
what to do
not hardworking enough
retake lo
have to see what can be done to it when i got back to the uni
best is can take 5 units next sem la
so i still can finish my degree on time
depress depress
sigh

holiday

2008-07-09T22:49:00.000-07:00

hmm...what i've been doing during this holiday?

-Redang Trip
-helping parents with things in new house
-eat
-helping parents with things in shop
-go chill with friends
-eat
-go massaging with friends
-slack
-rot
-play winning eleven

yeah so that's pretty much what i've done for this holiday

redang was fun
but too little alcohol
very tiring
but somehow i actually felt that i enjoy pulau payar more
i saw the different ken
lol
thats is the most worthwhile thing i got in redang
haha

helped my mum with her gardening stuff
end up
i got cut by the flower pot
went to clinic
got 3 stitches on the wound
the injection caused swelling on my arm
it's like a mutated bicep lmfao
anyway, am going to take off the stitches tomorrow
it's going to be okay

ate char koay toew, curry mee, lok lok etc etc
it's good to be back in penang
too bad class starts next week
going back KL this sunday d T.T

went seawind chill with bunch of friends
long time never been there
still the same
but more people d
that night was adrian, kee hong, yi may, khobo, tutu, michelle, nic and sabrina
please la khobo don't always relate me with sabrina just because i took a ride on her car that night
haha

last night went massaging with khobo
very geli
especially massaging thigh
but very pain also
very funny experience
haha

after massaging went kee hong house play wining eleven
long time didn't play d
very noob
but we had a great time together yea

oh ya, went mc birthday party too
long time never contact him d also
glad that he invited
met lotsa high school friends
watch hancock after that
i felt asleep during the movie
not that too boring
but i was too tired d
lol

kuang chung coming back penang today
tonight what program?
hehe
saturday night gonna celebrate khobo birthday
clubbing yo
saturday night fever!
lets cheers!!

{yea, i will be having an air-cond in my room}

oh shit!
results coming out......
please don't let me fail!!!

涟漪

2008-06-28T12:40:00.000-07:00

不知何故
心中那一面平静的水
又被掀起涟漪
遗失已久的感觉
渐渐涌上心头

多久了？
自从那天后
从未有过的感觉
又再浮现

心乱如麻
我该如何是好？
是像往常一般
把这种感觉彻底的从心中消除
还是
放手一博?

temperary stress relieve

2008-06-23T10:00:00.000-07:00

i will definitely stressed out again when i got my exam results.
i think i will be failing couple of units this sem.
but what the heck, i am going redang tomorrow night.
just fucking throw away the aftermath of doing the exam paper badly.
i am so gonna enjoy this trip first before i got back to penang.
which i bet i will enjoy even more in my new house.

生平第一次

2008-06-22T15:45:00.000-07:00

考试压力大到我想呕。
5小时后，考试就结束了，真想把时间调快一点。
这个学期承受了无比的压力。
就快窒息了。
我不想因为自己的懒惰和不够努力，白白浪费了父母供的学费。
我不想“肥佬”啊！
祈求上天给我力量。

Pressure?

2008-06-15T10:04:00.000-07:00

somebody can say something like "i scare i cannot pass this exam" with their mouth smiling while i can't even imagine what will happened to me when i get the exam paper. in fact, i never feel this much pressure like this time before despite i went through lots of though exams. not only because of i don't know anything about the exam, not only because this is the super though one; it is mainly because of the people around me. sometimes i feel that i am too small to be compare to them, they study hard to get a HD, i study hard hoping i won't fail. the gap is just too big. they actually mean "i scare i cannot get a good results" when they says they are afraid of failing. sometimes i feel i didn't know who are them already. sometimes i didn't even know who am i.

finger crossed

2008-06-11T21:41:00.000-07:00

tomorrow is the day
the journey begins...

Superb Double!

2008-05-21T16:26:00.000-07:00

Man Utd won the UEFA Champions League!!!!

WE ARE THE CHAMPION!!!

2008-05-11T19:44:00.001-07:00

Once again!!!

2008-05-11T09:37:00.000-07:00

We did it again.
2nd consecutive season of winning the tittle.
it was Ronaldo scored the penalty and Giggs secured the win with the deadly touch in the area.
it was a sensational match as Wigan pour in their effort try to deny Utd win but we fought hard and we fought strong to the end of 90 minutes and finally bring back the Barclays English Premier League tittle back to Old Trafford again.

tribute to Ryan Giggs. will never forget this goal.

Ryan GIGGS

GIGGS...
GIGGS will tear you apart (again)...
GIGGS...
GIGGS will tear you apart (again)...

* * *

Ryan GIGGS, Ryan GIGGS, running down the wing,
Ryan GIGGS, Ryan GIGGS, running down the wing -
Loved by the reds, feared by the blues...
Ryan GIGGS, Ryan GIGGS, Ryan GIGGS...

thats the song praising Ryan Giggs ability. oh ya, he was born in 29th of november as well, we celebrate birthday on the same date.hehe

on the other hand, chelski just managed to secure a DRAW against bolton. avram grant please go back israel nobody wants you here. this is football, not a game for you. his comment earlier sounds like a joke of the century now after chelski drew with bolton.

watch out chelski! we will lift the Big Ears 2 weeks ahead.
Moscow is the place of history making.

高堂明镜悲白发，朝如青丝暮成雪

2008-05-10T23:27:00.000-07:00

今日是母亲节，愿天下的妈妈母亲节快乐！
不知不觉，离上一次回家已经一个半月了。不过再多一个半月的时间，我就可以回家了。
回家，是为了感受家里的温暖，感受游子出门在外所感受不到的温馨。
尤其是母亲所表现的关心，更是让人觉得窝心。

曾几何时，母亲的唠叨变成了体贴。
曾几何时，母亲的约束变成了关心。
曾几何时，母亲的黑发渐渐变白了。

从前，不懂事的我，总是做错事让您生气、担心。
现在，已长大的我，还是作为您的负担在生活。
以后，有能力的我，希望能让您过舒适安逸的生活。

其实，我已经为自己定下了目标，当我有能力后，尽可能的每一年都能带着父母到世界各地游玩。希望我能做得到。

overjoyed!

2008-04-29T14:07:00.000-07:00

WE ARE MARCHING IN THE FINAL!!!!

GLORY GLORY MAN UTD!!!

what a day

2008-04-27T02:23:00.000-07:00

finally the warman project is over. the outcome is very discouraging. we got 1.25 points out of 10. the first run was super slow because we mixed up the fresh and drained batteries. our robots can only able to go to the bumps not even crossing it. the second run was a disastrous one. our robot starts turning right instead of going straight at the very beginning of the track. and it fell off the track. we got disqualified for the second run. i personally think that the project is quite impossible for us to do because we are only in second year and we are MECHANICAL student. this project require damn a lot of electronic parts.

for you reading this but don't know what we are doing, this is the track that our robot must go through. first the robot must go through the bumps, then make a turn to the next lane and go through the colourful balls then either doing a u-turn or turn to the previous lane to go through the bumps again to climb up the incline and drop the tennis ball which is carried by the robots since the it starts on the top corner of the incline. to gain full marks , all these must be done within 30 seconds. suck right?
anyway, this is how my robot looks like. i think we go no aesthetic mark on it. LOL

i think this the project which monash purposely include on our assignment just to demoralize us so that we will fail on the subject and retake again next sem. FYI, retaking a subject in monash will cost you another 4k.

so after the run, me kane and stanley decide to play COD4 to kind of lepas geram on it. we barely play any COD the past week 'cause we were working on this stupid-shitty-got-only-a-freaking-1.25-points robot everyday until 8-9pm. so yeah, we played 5 hr in the cc. but too bad there weren't many players on that day. so can't really enjoy it.

after that more stressful thing happened as Man United lost 2-1 to home ground bravery Chelsea which see them erm 81 matches unbeaten in Stamford Bridge? haihzz, not going to talk more about it, it's even more depressing than losing to arsenal. i rather lose to arsenal than losing to avram grant's chelsea. chelsea without mourinho is not worth respecting.

but after that, the monash street carnival get me alive again. 'cause they actually got some cool local bands performing there. Bus Company band, Ben's Bitches and the awesome DRAGON RED. holy cow, they were very very awesome. finally i get to see a band performing SYSTEM OF A DOWN song on public. they were like: "the next song is about toxic, not britney spears one. anyone of you guys like SYSTEM OF A DOWN?!!?!?" the crowd goes :" YEAH!!! TOXICITY!!!!"
wow! i was impressed! toxicity can be listed in my top 20 songs in my playlist weih. everyone was enjoying it. i think they were enjoying performing this song also.

anyway, it has been quite a day for me. from depressing robot test, to even depressing Man Utd lost then to a super high live DRAGON RED performance.

Manchester United 2-1 Arsenal

2008-04-13T10:12:00.000-07:00

once again both teams displayed a sensational match which favouring Manchester United this time. we took on arsenal by 2 goals to 1 which see us in the top position of the table with arsenal drifted 9 points. rubbing salt to arsenal wounds, their chance of lifting a silverware this season dented by losing this match to their old rival Manchester United.

arsenal show their beautiful attacking football in the match, but with a little lack of luck, somehow adebayor only scored 1 when he has got 5 chances of passing the ball through van der sar. a controversial one, i didn't really see it but according to soccernet, he is suspicious of scoring the goal using his hand instead of his head. anyway, adebayor really have the killer instinct in front of goal. 26th goals a season is quite a number for the 24-year-old. then Ferdinand almost score an own goal when he gets a little wobbly clearing a cross from adebayor. United drew level just after 6 minutes which jens lehmann guess the correct direction of Ronaldo's penalty kick but failed to prevent it from going in. the penalty came from william gallas who found guilty of touching the ball by his hand in the penalty area. 38th goal in his 41th games. Ronaldo is simply on fire this season. everything is going right for him. Tevez then nearly finds the net only when he sees his effort go narrowly wide before the set piece specialist Owen Hargreaves scores a superb freekick from the edge of the box. that was a world class finishing, no goalkeeper on earth can save that kind of shot. however, even United was in front, arsenal men kept pushing their attack forward, hoping they might get their crucial goal to keep them in the title chase. but the United defensive line done a great job to protect their lead. experienced van der sar kept his cool to deny bendtner header which nearly cost a goal. the match ended following a yellow card to justin hoyte after some entertaining tricks from Ronaldo.

top quality football produced from both teams, but for my opinion arsenal perform slightly not to say worse but they didn't perform as good as they were at home against United. maybe the injuries are concerning them. the manager can only put on gilberto silva and desperately, song. i think thats the reason they fail to capture the 3 points from United. robin van persie didn't hand in a good performance too. eboue was good in this match, a lot of attacking approach made by him.

talking about United players, i will say a new star is shining ---Pique. the 21-year-old provided a solid defensive line along side with Ferdinand. although he might not as experienced as Vidic, but for a 21 years old player which barely play any premier league football he really done a great job. Wes Brown was too shaky in this match, for so many times he played against arsenal still he can't do his part right. disgraceful. we need someone like Gary Neville. Owen Hargreaves gave an eye-catching performance in the game. not only controlling the midfield steadily but gave a lot of chances to put United in front and finally scores the winning goal. Rooney was a little off-form in today's game. should have scored a goal but the goalkeeper keep denying him.

anyway, it's a narrow win over our rival but it's a great step to further increase our chance to lift the premier league trophy again this season. i believe the match United against Chelsea will be a decisive one.

virtual barber shop.....this is so real!

2008-03-22T08:14:00.000-07:00

close your eyes and put on your headphones
enjoy

曙光

2008-03-08T21:57:00.000-08:00

3月8日，马来西亚民主历史走向新的一页。国阵在一夜之间输掉槟城，吉打，吉兰丹，霹雳和雪兰莪的执政权后，更让人振奋的消息传来：在野党赢得82国会议席，成功否决国阵的2/3多数议席。
从这一届的大选的成绩看来，人民已经对国阵政府的无能感到厌恶，对首相阿都拉所领导的政府投下不信任票。尤其对在位最久的内阁部长国大党主席拿督斯里三美威鲁，人民对他的忍耐已到了极限，落选是必然的。马华公会更是输得一塌糊涂，希望这样的成绩能让马华惊醒，明白到人民是不会再接受他们所开出的空头支票。这次在野党的狂胜，无疑是为人民带来一些希望，希望我们可以有一个更公正公平的政府。在野党在胜出后会带来怎样的新作风，让我们拭目以待！

拜天公

2008-02-16T04:34:00.000-08:00

福建人初九拜天公，其隆重之式可媲美大年除夕迎新春、接财神。我虽然不是福建人，但是入乡随俗，槟城有90%是福建人，所以二十多年来我家必定隆重其事。当晚十一点多我就开始帮忙准备了。一开始是先在大门口架起神台，然后再一一把祭品摆上去。摆放祭品也是一种学问，因为小小一张神台必须摆放超过二十几样祭品了。如果不好好调整是肯定不够放的。在摆放祭品的同时，就可以点燃龙香了。一切准备就绪后，当然是开始拜拜啦。一人六支香，三支上在天公桌，另外三支上在神台。拜完过后就等时辰到烧银纸啦。银纸堆得越高越好。在烧银纸的同时，我们就一起剥红鸡蛋壳，然后把剥好的鸡蛋壳丢入正在燃烧的银纸堆里。确保银纸都烧完后，就可以开始收拾啦。首先把刚刚所供奉的水果搬到屋里大伯公的神台继续供奉。其他的如: 红龟馃，发糕，年糕，面龟，烧鸡，烧鸭，烧肉，面条等等都可以拿上厨房处理一番过后就可以享用了。一如往年，妈妈为我们煮好面条，斩好烧肉给我们吃。吃完过后当然就去睡了。忙了几个钟，当然一觉到天明啦。
我一直都把拜天公视为很重要的“家庭日”，因为在在这一天，我们一家人能够团结的在一起，分工合作的做一件事。很可惜前两年因为学校开学了所以未能参与，幸而今年的假期较长能够让我参与。
在这里附上拜天公的一些传说和由来：

传说明朝时一年的农历新年，倭寇在福建沿海一带，杀人放火，抢夺财物，乡民扶老携幼逃命。
乡民在黑夜中逃到一处偏僻郊野时，眼见倭寇就要追上，大家感到万分惊恐，突然前面出现一大片蔗林，乡民便逃入蔗林躲避，避过倭寇，逃过鬼门关。这天正是大年初九，逃出生天的乡民都认为这是天公救命，于是每年的大年初九凌晨便祭拜天公，以谢救命之恩。而拜甘蔗也具有不忘蔗林藏身救命之恩。
另一传说是，古时有一名孟将军，他到某个地方，只要喝了当地的水，就会讲当地的话，他就以这门本事辨别汉人。
可是他到了福建，手下竟然拿了外省的水给他喝，结果他一直不懂讲福建话。他便以为福建人不是汉人，就下令大开杀戒，福建人枉死无数。
到了大年初九那天，从外省运来的水喝光了，孟将军才喝到福建的水，会讲起福建话，这时他才知道杀错人，马上下令封刀。而福建人认为这是天公所赐，让他们逃过大劫，便在初九凌晨拜天公谢恩。

err....lazy to do multiple posts so just post everything here

2008-01-25T23:25:00.000-08:00

where to start?....
oh ok
after we had a great night in mois during new year eve(although it was packed like hell, but managed to meet quite a lot of friends there so, yeah), me and khobo decided to go down KL for some shopping.
we slept at yit ming's house the 1st night, imagine 2 cats in your house and the shits these 2 lovely cats never been clean up for err i don't know how long....maybe you have to ask yit ming...LOL so yea thats the smell me and khobo have to tolerate when we are about to enter his house.
so we done some shopping, overally i spent about 700++ for alll those things. including 2 t-shirt for my bro.

oh and yeah, the newcastle jersey is fake. i got it from petaling street.
lacoste polo T also. 2 for RM30
LOL
after khobo left KL i stay in sunway to find some of my friends who are doing their summer course now.
meet mosang, khye wah, shu hui, wei hoong they all.
went khye wah house to drink.
and we all were very drunk.
haha. but i had a great night. thanks for the memories. really, thank you guys.

ok enough of the KL life, i just played paintball again with lip jin, his bro, yi may, yi ting, poh fern and friends. i enjoy this time better 'cause we get to play more. and i actually shot more people than i last did. *evil grins*
but i got shot badly this time. i mean real bad. imagine the gun was just 2 meters away from you, maybe less though, and you got a solid shot right on your chest. it was so pain that i thought one of my ribs must have been broken.*lmfao*
but this time was an enjoyable one. everyone played happily i assume.
it looks like my 3rd nipple. LOL
anyway looking forward on wednesday pulau paya trip. 2nd time d though but still feel excited to go there. malaysia do have cool vacation spot.

and oh yea, went to my new house to see the progress of the renovation with my parents as well.

my mom was a little worried for the progress. it must be rush so that we can move in before CNY.
i want a dog. LOL

i am so tired now.
buhbye

青花瓷

2007-12-27T04:33:00.000-08:00

青花瓷
词/方文山曲/周杰伦
素胚勾勒出青花笔锋浓转淡
瓶身描绘的牡丹一如你初妆
冉冉檀香透过窗心事我了然
宣纸上走笔至此搁一半
釉色渲染仕女图韵味被私藏
而你嫣然的一笑如含苞待放
你的美一缕飘散去到我去不了的地方
天青色等烟雨而我在等你
炊烟袅袅升起隔江千万里
在瓶底书汉隶仿前朝的飘逸
就当我为遇见你伏笔
天青色等烟雨而我在等你
月色被打捞起晕开了结局
如传世的青花瓷自顾自美丽
你眼带笑意
色白花青的锦鲤跃然于碗底
临摹宋体落款时却惦记着你
你隐藏在窑烧里千年的秘密
极细腻犹如绣花针落地
帘外芭蕉惹骤雨门环惹铜绿
而我路过那江南小镇惹了你
在泼墨山水画里你从墨色深处被隐去
天青色等烟雨而我在等你
炊烟袅袅升起隔江千万里
在瓶底书汉隶仿前朝的飘逸
就当我为遇见你伏笔
天青色等烟雨而我在等你
月色被打捞起晕开了结局
如传世的青花瓷自顾自美丽
你眼带笑意

Schizzow-Graffiti Greatness MV

2007-12-26T22:00:00.000-08:00

夜深人静

2007-12-20T11:33:00.000-08:00

三点三十三分，其实已经带点睡意了，但不知为何有那个情绪想要写写东西。可能是放假了一个多月的期间太空闲了，也沉淀了很多的思想吧！
说到放假，这次的假期真得太长了，长得让我这种每次开学就期待放假的人都觉得太无聊了。假期每天都在做什么？呆在家咯。偶而朋友约出门咯。可能有人会觉得放假呆在家里太沉闷了，但是如果放假还不呆在家的话，那干脆不用回来啦。哈哈。。。如果是两年前的我肯定不会说出这样的话，但是人真的会随着时间而改变的。现在的我不能说是已经成熟了，只是那爱玩的心收敛了不少。可能现在更感觉到我必须为我的所做所为负上一定的责任，不只是对我自己，也对我身边的人。
这两年在外地生活的日子的确让我成长不少，至少我觉得现在的我待人处事增添了一分圆滑。经历了很多事情后，让我明白到人际关系实在是世上最难学会，而又最好用的东西。
唉，不写了。
这篇就待续吧！

to be continue.........

consequences of playing PAINtball

2007-12-16T23:32:00.001-08:00

3 bruises on me....1 on wrist, 1 on back, 1 on thigh.
the bruise on thigh is the most painful 1. see it? the first pic on my thigh is right after playing paintball. and the second 1 is 1 day after playing. you can see the purple colour developing around the red mark.
nevermind the bruises, i do enjoy the game. thinking of planning another game in the near future.

p/s: i din let my parents know my results yet......damn ....how to tell them i nearly fail two subjects?

Longest place name in the world(in new zealand)

2007-11-08T03:59:00.001-08:00

英国最荒谬法例榜

2007-11-08T02:42:00.000-08:00

英国最荒谬法例榜

1.国会内死亡属违法。
2.将英女王邮票倒转黏贴是卖国罪。
3.利物浦严禁女子裸露上身，除非她在热带鱼档工作。
4.圣诞节不准吃杂果批。
5.在苏格兰，有人敲门借用厕所，一定要让对方进屋。
6.怀孕妇女可合法随处小便，包括在警察的头盔内。
7.在英国海岸发现任何鲸鱼尸体，鱼头自动归于国王的财产、鱼尾归王后。
8.如果你没告诉税务局人员你不想他知道的事，乃属违法；如果你没告诉他你不介意透露的事情，则是合法。
9.穿着盔甲装进入国会属违法。
10.在约克城古城墙范围内，杀死一个拿着弓箭的苏格兰人是合法行为。

last paper

2007-11-07T06:19:00.000-08:00

ENG1020 .....finally the last paper coming around the corner. friday is the day. i think i can pass this unit but i doubt i can get good results. but nevermind la, if i pass with low marks in this unit can guarentee a pass for my electrical then i will be damn happy d.....electrical ar. quite worry about it. almost half of the paper i answered it wrongly. haihzz. my internal got 14 out of 30 only. sigh. hopefully the marker of the paper can be lenient to me give marks on working then i should be pass d....or getting a NP also no problem la. I HATE ELECTRICAL ARRRRR!!!!!
back to study for structure first....
okbyez~

Man Utd 2-2 Arsenal

2007-11-03T23:38:00.000-07:00

another great game from the two old rivals...with no patrick viera, no roy keane we got a quite peace game should i say. but i can see there is the same character rising between fabregas and anderson-pushing, cursing and stuff. should they become the new viera and keane?hehe i don't know. but it really was a great game. without ashley cole, arsenal become a better team with the youngsters. eboue grow mature compared to last season, hleb leads the whole attacking system of arsenal, nevertheless, fabregas, one of the greatest midfielder in his age done very very well in the game. but why? why arsenal can't win the game despite they are at home? despite the refree is favouring arsenal? because the young-aged gunners still cannot compete with the defending champion. look at sagna, look at clichy and look at another failure signing eduardo. they are clueless on the pitch. of course utd do have some young and immatre players too like anderson. anderson is still not fully grown to a player which can book a guarenteed place in a top flight football club yet. call ronaldo a diver? yeah i agree to that. but look at drogba, look at reyes which left arsenal earlier, look at rivaldo, great players do dive. saha shows his skills and desperation for football with his deadly through pass to evra which leads to a goal for utd. which player in the earth can still manage to play to well in to a game after missing so many matches of football? not many, not even arsenal player gilberto silva. however, in few years time, i believe not more than 2, arsenal will become a team that every single team in the premier league will be fear from. they have the potential. they have a great manager. they just need time.
hargreaves doesn't perform well in the match so does giggs who does not meet his standard. utd do have young players too unlike arsenal they were kept untill they are fit for the premier league game. don't forget fletcher, o'shea' pique, eagles, simpsons, anderson and nani. they've got great talent.

shall we see the results of the clash again in old trafford.
glory glory man utd!

YES!!

2007-10-27T09:43:00.000-07:00

finally!!
a new fan......
RM76.90 bought from harvey norman.......i guess pensonic not bad gua.....XD
the wind is stronger than the old 1....hehe.....tonite sure gonna be cold....muahaha......
finally a salvation for me after 2 fanless nite....ekkeke........

bird crew

2007-10-26T22:06:00.000-07:00

we do grown up huh

tired....

2007-10-26T13:39:00.000-07:00

mood: sleepy
listening to: sugar sugar-baby bash feat frankie j

today is so tiring......woke up at 8.30am, slept again; woke up again at 11.00am.got up,wash up,bathe, get ready waiting ah boon come fetch me. manatau ini orang play fifa08 until forgot the time.....waited him for 25 minutes.....=.='' reached school,eat lunch, go to the EXAM HALL. YEAH BABY, ENG1061 screwed up.godamit. after exam, dota at tbun. after that go ah kim hse dinner. his mother iniviting us actually. played some games in ah kim's hse then go watch movie. stupid movie called skinwalkers doesn't gets my skin walks...LOL...damn lame la this movie.....talking abt werewolf .....i can write a better storyline on it.....oh maybe i can't....hehhehe.after movie....dota again....played 2 games. fifa with ken .lost 6 to 1....diuzzz so noob mer me? lol
....after dota, mamak then only come back....now is 4.47am d....sien la... next week got exam ler.... electrical ...i seriously don't know what is the subject all about....haihzzz hopefully i can pass la.

and the fucking fan is not working.....never buy a RM49.90 fan no more.....tomorrow am going to get a RM89.90 fan
LMFAO

秘密？不能说......

2007-08-27T06:03:00.000-07:00

很早就想看这部电影了，今天终于有机会去观赏了----周杰伦的《不能说的秘密》。在此先祝贺周导未来的颁奖典礼一定可以拿到很多奖项。
言归正传，这部电影实在牵动了我的心，太厉害了。叶湘伦和路小雨之间纯纯的爱真的令我回到从前那段不懂事的时期，令我回想起许许多多甜美的回忆。甚至于他们之间的对话都让我回味无穷，我想大家的初恋大概就是这个样子的吧！不同的是他们的是一段不可思议的爱情，从他们那不可思议的相遇开始（路小雨：“能遇见你我已经觉得很不可思议了。”），到叶湘伦的不顾一切，都是很不可思议的。当看到叶湘伦知道除了他之外没有人见过路小雨时，心里真是希望不要把它变成一部人鬼恋的爱情故事啊！但到后来知道了是路小雨穿越时空遇见了叶湘伦时，心底又有一种熟悉的感觉油然而生，这种情节和几年前一部电影《情牵一线》有异曲同工之妙。《情牵一线》是在描述一对生活在完全不同时代的男女使用无线电交谈，进而产生了微妙的感情。《不能说的秘密》的感觉要比《情牵一线》来的好，《情牵一线》所要表达的是一段没有结果的爱情故事，反之《不能说的秘密》更能抓住观众的心扉，让人感受到爱情的力量。甚至于在电影的结尾，当叶湘伦弹回去，与路小雨相见那一刻，我满眶的泪水都在眼里打滚。太感动了！
撇开故事情节不说，周杰伦的导演手法也表现得很成熟，一点都不像初次导演的一样。钢琴的配乐更是一流。我只能说这是一部扣人心炫的电影，值得一看！

昔日情怀？

2007-08-26T22:19:00.000-07:00

很喜欢在网上找旧歌来下载，一直以来都很喜欢90年代的歌曲。没有华丽的配乐，没有绚丽的唱腔；只有醉人的旋律，和那能让人深切感受到的歌词。我必须说这首《新不了情》确实是超级星光大道的萧敬腾再次把它唱红，而我也因为他才去搜寻着首歌。不像万芳深情的唱法，萧敬腾的声音是富有爆炸力的。

心若倦了泪也干了
这份深情难舍难了
曾经拥有天荒地老
已不见你暮暮与朝朝
这一份情永远难了
愿来生还能再度拥抱
爱一个人如何厮守到老
怎样面对一切我不知道
回忆过去
痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来
拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了
今夜的你应该明了
缘难了情难了

http://www.jx-jl.com/down/1.wma
（万芳版本，暂时再网上找不到萧敬腾的版本，如果想要的话可以跟我拿)

深夜决择

2007-08-26T11:15:00.000-07:00

终于开始了我的部落格---真正想要把心情写上去的属于我自己的空间。之前写了不少（其实不到十个）放在我的另一个网站但都不能真正的抒发出我所要表达的（皆因都是用英文写的）。
一直都在读别人的部落格满羡慕他们都可以肆无忌惮地写出心里的想法，因为我不会轻易地说出自己的心事给别人听。有了这里，我想我会慢慢地把我满腔心里的想法都写出来吧！当然，我还会为自己保留一些我不想让人知道的事，而这些事我只会和一个人分享。那就是我自己。不是刻意模仿著名的数理科讲师一人分饰两角，而是我也那么地认为每个人的性格都是有双重的。我想只有在这里和少数知心朋友（极少数）面前，我才能卸下那挂在我脸上沉重的面具吧！